Private message to Harry Marvolo
So I know I've already asked you, but are you sure you're not hacked about Sunday's meeting? Because everyone would much rather have you as seeker, you know. No question about it. And I know you've told me it's fine but... well, you don't have your broom and you don't have your spot on the team and I know it's not fine, don't I? I know it's not. But look, things won't stay this way forever. They can't. Snape and MacNair can't hide out that much longer, I'm sure of it. And once they've caught them everything will go back to the way it was before.
I think we should work on that spell together, see if either of us can get any closer to casting it. I know the Raz is helping you during your lessons, but I'd like to learn to cast it too, just in case. I just really want to know what my patronus will look like too. That giant leopard is just so brilliant! I hope mine's a dragon or something equally wicked. It's just so hard to concentrate and think of something happy at the same time. The Raz sure is good at it, though, and he said it's like second nature by now so there's no reason why it can't be that way for us eventually, too. What do you reckon his happy thought is? I bet he thinks about all the girls he's snogged, past, present and future. Speaking of - are people still asking you about what's going on between him and Professor Sinistra? Daphs made some kind of probing comment about it when we were walking back from Creatures. I bet she fancies him like all the other girls do.
Now everyone's asking me about Hydra. What do they expect us to say? When it comes to what goes on between Hydra and Auntie Bella, it's just better to stay out of it.
I think we should work on that spell together, see if either of us can get any closer to casting it. I know the Raz is helping you during your lessons, but I'd like to learn to cast it too, just in case. I just really want to know what my patronus will look like too. That giant leopard is just so brilliant! I hope mine's a dragon or something equally wicked. It's just so hard to concentrate and think of something happy at the same time. The Raz sure is good at it, though, and he said it's like second nature by now so there's no reason why it can't be that way for us eventually, too. What do you reckon his happy thought is? I bet he thinks about all the girls he's snogged, past, present and future. Speaking of - are people still asking you about what's going on between him and Professor Sinistra? Daphs made some kind of probing comment about it when we were walking back from Creatures. I bet she fancies him like all the other girls do.
Now everyone's asking me about Hydra. What do they expect us to say? When it comes to what goes on between Hydra and Auntie Bella, it's just better to stay out of it.
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Things aren't ever going back to the way it was. Father won't let them. The rest of my whole life is going to be following around after Father, and doing boring things, and not getting to be a real person because I have to be with him. And be LIKE him. I love Father of course but honestly I want to play QUIDDITCH. I want to be a Quidditch star. I dont want to be the Lord Protector someday or even just a politician. I'm crap at politics you know that. I'm the worst Slytherin ever. So - now I can't even do the one thing I'm good at.
Its stupid to dwell though. I mean I know that. Raz says that. And he's right. Also we should practise the spell. Only I don't think that you ever get to have a dragon, it's always things like deer and wolfs and boars unless you're like Raz and utterly wizard. If you aren't lucky you'll get a fluffy bunny!!!
Don't know what they expect us to say about Hydra. Even Hermione asked me and I said, well, Hydra has her own problems. I mean we could deal with them when we were firsties and she can deal with them now. But I wouldn't wish Auntie Bella on anyone. Especially not me or you. But if she does try to ever really hurt Hydra, I'm going to tell Father.
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Someone as good as quidditch as you, though - it's like it would be a massive WASTE if you didn't play.
Your Father is going to live a really long time, I bet. Powerful wizards usually do. He'll probably be the one in charge forever.
Yeah, Raz said dwelling makes it hard to cast the spell. A wolf would be pretty wizard, though. Not as wizard as a dragon, but still cool.
Auntie Bella's punishments don't really hurt, I don't think. They can be pretty weird, though. More embarrassing than painful.
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I hope I get a big unicorn or something for mine. Is that too wussy?
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Maybe if you started saying little hints to your father about how quidditch is really important to the Protectorate, he'd start thinking about it differently. I should probably think of some hints for you to say first, though - you might not be the best at thinking them up yourself, yeah?
If the unicorn's black or green or really huge, then I don't think so. But if it's all dainty and white? Not sure about that, mate.