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alt_draco

Hey.

Do you know where I can get anymore of that stuff?

What's it called again?

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alt_sirius

Has a lot of names. It's in relatively short supply, at least until the importation lines are opened again, or I find someone's grow house. (And then it still needs to be dried and processed to be smoked or used any other way.)

Glad you liked it, though probably shouldn't make too frequent a habit of it. I figured you could use something a little stronger to help unwind.

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alt_draco

That was just the best night of sleep I've had in a good, long while.

I mean, it isn't like I forgot about everything that's happened.

But it seemed farther away, somehow. Or like it was outside me. You know, not ~~making me dirt~~ touching for a while.

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alt_sirius

Yeah. That's one thing it's good for. Better than alcohol, for that.

Not that it's good to rely on it. Not good to rely on anything, really.

But I have a little more.

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alt_draco

Oh, leave off on that rubbish. The only people who say it's "not good to rely on anything" are deluding themselves.

Everyone relies on someone or something.

Everyone.

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alt_sirius

Rely on? It may be splitting hairs, but I would say lean on, certainly, fall back on, perhaps. But rely? Depends on what you mean.

Nothing's a perfect solution, Draco.

I'm not lecturing you, believe me. I understand wanting something extra now and then, no one better.

There was a long time there for me, too, when want turned into need. Maybe I'm worried about it happening to me again, as well as you.

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alt_draco

I'm not just talking about alcohol or potions or things that can be smoked.

I mean we all rely on something. Or someone. It can be as abstract as anything but it's still there. And I don't think there's anything wrong with that.

Anyway, now I'm the one splitting hairs.

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alt_sirius

Like I said, it depends on what you mean by 'rely' - do you mean there are people you trust absolutely? that there are tricks you have learned always work to make you feel better? Or do you mean that you've decided you're incomplete without someone or something that you crave?